100D Project

.What it is.
It's a project of *bewarecalamity and ~SesshysRose where 100 not very popular artists get featured by as many people as possible. I am one of the "revolutionists". If you are as interested in it as I was/am, go to *The100DProject.
I am the Event Coordinator of the project and therefore part of the staff. If you have any questions about the project or about me, don't hesitate to ask!!

.Previous Features.
I'll keep a list of the features here.

#1 ~kubawojewoda Featured here
#2 ~tommy-th-cat Featured here
#3 *NADIAwicker Featured here
#4 *papaspaulding Featured here
#5 *charmedy Featured here
#6 ~Arany Featured here
#7 ~Kleemass Featured here
#8 *E-Mann Featured here
#9 ~AnthonyFoti Featured here
#10 *SouthernMan Featured here
#11 ~Rovi-Jesher Featured here
#12 ~Badkarma87 Featured here
#13 ~jondean Featured here
#14 ~kittykittyhunter Featured here
#15 =angrymouse Featured here
#16 ~hunnd Featured here
#17 ~LelaRae Featured here
#18 ~Drawing-You-In Featured here
#19 *BjorklundPhotography Featured here
#20 ~NeoWorm Featured here
#21 ~uvikidd Featured here
#22 ~neuhaus20 Featured here
#23 ~MissCarriage Featured here
#24 ~Prince-Poison Featured here
#25 ~Enr-Sacrum Featured here
#26 ~Lawnz Featured here
#27 ~m4g1c4lm3 Featured here
#28 ~molokolo Featured here
#29 ~gougoune Featured here
#30 ~eepedeep Featured here
#31 ~laurentdudot Featured here
#32 ~Flotograf Featured here
#33 ~doanminhman Featured here
#34 ~shi-chahn Featured here
#35 ~GatoMiguel Featured here
#36 ~KrinoSpirit Featured here
#37 ~Boui34 Featured here
#38 ~ivelin Featured here
#39 *dalantech Featured here
#40 ~peacerock Featured here
#41 ~intents2000 Featured here
#42 ~EenPaddestoel Featured here
#43 ~relashio Featured here

.New Feature.
New idea. Now there are 11 features a month. Here is July.

44. *maximumunicorn
Bath

45. *Creedysgirl
Wet

46. ~avalon1967
Top Mountain High

47. *OkTaYBiNGoL
The Friendship IV

48. ~Illuminatiproduction
Apple

49. ~BethlehemLights
Ghost Stories

50. ~latticeworkopines
Mountain II

51. *thesynchronicitygrid
..:Supernal:..

52. ~xhannahsoncrackx
Behing Blue Eyes

53. ~SilentKW
We Die Only Once

54. ~BambooStalker
Cailloux The Owl

All very talented artists with different main categories. A little bit for everyone!

News
.Random Deviant.
I stole $lolly's idea.
I decided that I am going to feature 5 random deviants with every journal that I update.
Here are today's random deviants:
THERE IS NO MORE "RANDOM DEVIANT" BUTTON?!?

If I'm mistaken and just too stupid to find it, let me know. But I simply can't find it anywhere!!!

Don't know what a random deviant is? How about checking out this:
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.Personal Stuff.
God I HATE internet explorer. I’m on the families laptop and they don’t have firefox and I was writing a journal and then internet explorer “had a problem”. I officially tell everyone to NOT use it anymore until they make it BETTER! I’m using word now because at least that doesn’t just randomly die when I’m in the middle or something!! Grah!!!

Aaaaanyway, the journal I started went something like this:

So I stopped listening to what everyone told me and instead of doing the whole “take a break”, “fuck him off”, “don’t be friends with him anymore” thing, I went back and just decided to go along and see how things go.
And listening to myself actually worked out quite well. He rang me up one night and was talking about his ex-girlfriend and how he wants her back and how she hurt him and “why would she do that” to him and such. And it was so pathetic that I actually started laughing. I laughed because I realised how pathetic it is that I’m in love with a guy who’d sit there complaining about his ex-girlfriend while not realising that he was doing the same exact thing to me, who’d talk about her while I told him just a day before how just hearing her name hurts like hell knowing she has something I don’t, knowing she’s the one he wants and not me, who’d be so selfish as to not care about my feelings and just talk about his instead. And the more I talked to him and the more things like that happened, the more I realised he’s not what I need. I’m not saying that I’m over him and that I don’t want him anymore. But I’m on my way and I have to say he’s making it quite easy sometimes. I’ve started to actually tell him what I think while still trying to stay nice. I told him how I really, really, really don’t like her and how she’s a bitch and a slut (she kissed 9 other guys while she was going out with him (if kissing is really all she did), one of them not only being a friend of Paul’s but also having a girlfriend… ) and how she must have never been in love with him because girls that are in love don’t even LOOK at someone else. And I told him how I never liked her.
And also I’ve quite consciously pointed out that I have quite a few guys that like me here and I pointed out the fact that I know at least 5 guys who’d go on a date with me (after he said he was hoping to have a date by now…which pissed me off because he knows how I don’t want to hear things like that) and when he was complaining about his ex and just going on about how she’s pissed at him because he told her that me and him kissed (he left out the rest… ) and now she won’t talk to him and said how she can’t even look him in the eyes and that it’s so stupid because she kissed NINE guys and all…and I said “yeah…if that’s all she did” and he goes “apparently” and I was like “yeah...and apparently kissing is all that WE did…” and he got all silent. And I must say I had quite the evil smile on my face. I don’t want him to be unhappy but I want him to wake up. Anyway, he decided to stop lying and I used that right away and asked why he had sex with me and his response was “I was horny, you were pretty, and you were in bed with me”. So apparently, it was really all just lust and horniness. So screw that. I’m worth more than that. And I’ve come to realise that.
So yes, I thought I’d let you all know that I’m doing much better and that not taking a break and sticking around instead helped me realise how he’s really not the right one.

Thanks for everyone that gave me advice and tried to help. I did what I felt was right and it worked out for me.

Things with the family are still going great. Also I am making plans to go to Germany for a week in September because we have some kind of family reunion due what would have been the diamond weeding anniversary or my grandparent, if my granddad was still alive. And it comes in handy that Mark and Laura (my aupair family) will be on a two week holiday in September so I have off anyway. And on the 14th I’m going to a concert of one of my favourite ever singers, Luke Pickett. He’s not very well known but I love him. He has myspace and some songs are on you tube so check him out!!
And only 3 more weeks until my birthday. So far I have no plans. We’ll see if anything comes up.

Will update random deviants once I find the button for it again!!

That's all!
Hope everyone else is doing alright.
Take care everyone!!

I love you all!

Carla